Since we’re heading idul fitri, the things tht come up in my head is this list of forgotten but not forgiven people (beside the clothing stuff ^.~). Those people I list down here is come from my past n present time, they’re might be on u’r list to, so u better make this list to. Btw this list consist of people that might be was my friend (and after this I’ll be their friend again, coz I just remember tht cutting down the sillaturahim is a sin, and i don’t want to add already a lot sin of mine so I’m goin to send them forgiveness and ask ‘em to b my old chapz again, *still hell if they don’t want coz of a big hatred). So just list ‘em up!
1. Bedy K., my old partner just like gu2 a few weeks ago, we used to talks in phone for more than an hour, I used to aks him to accompany me to the library (of couse to bring my big fat borrowed books), to the Mcdonald’s (and it’s his first time). We used to b a good fren, until I fully understand how cruel he is to our community and especially to our cute, beloved gu2. actually for some reason I stand for him, but for more lot of reason I really hate him, and in the last day I met him as friend I said that “he’s a jerk”, and I don’t want to even meet him anymore. But know I got to forget all of his jerkies thing and hopefully he don’t do hate me still, but yeaa at least I already try to give and ask for forgiveness. So bedy..forgive me to just hated u for a lot of reason. Btw he’s my nearest n biggest hatred ever (maybe, beside all the boyz tht never realies tht I do really like’em but juz make fun of me all the time) so I put him in the #1.
2. Mira san, was my Japanese course friend, I hated her because of hated me with unreasonable reason, but I do realized that there’s a lil mistake tht I’ve done, I forget to send her message to nina san. But still I was good to her all the time, I take her home, spare her my food, and be her friend,it’s not fair to just ignore me like that! But okey I got to rid all of this hatred off, so forgive me mira san, n I will forgive you.
3. Mas Hendra, hehehe.. this guy was very OK at the first time we met, we watch cable tv at the UPT’s big screen together, then we know each other in free spankin class. But then when we get a long he said tht I’m so cute ..”kawaii..” yea I’m so adorable blah blah..at first I like it, I feel flattered, but later on it’s become more and more annoying, and the biggest climax is when he pull out my chair when I was about to sit, so I felt down in front of UPT’s people, what an embarrassing even for a super cute loveable gurl like me, at thet time all I want is just get him hell out of my frame bet then he give a me a big chocolate (I spare it wit the entire class of chemistry ’02), so a give him a lil second chance, but he still do annoyed me wit…yea..not much..just a weird sms in sundanese which I can translate it untull I found someone who sundanesseable, n he said tht I’m cute in skirt, may be for the other gurl it was just a big happiness but for me it sayin “shaumi just kicked this guy out..NOW!”. but now in the super lame no affection n “kawaii” kinda day im kinda miss he’s tease around word, but I gotta beware of my wish, so.. I’ll forgive u hen san and u gotta forgive me coz of my hiding out from ur frame.
4. Vian, another Japanese classmate, I hated him b’coz of “fitnah” tht he spread out loud bout me, and the chicken action when I tried to clear it all. And I big unforgotten n unforgiven sin of hated me for so not right reason, especially when he said tht all to my palz.i’t pretty hard to just forgive him coz now I can see him around again in UPT, the hardest part is to just forget wht he do when I see those evil face again. But I gotta finish my show, n yeah I forgive u vian..
5. Anas, my old junior high classmate, I was do really hated him coz of his “love-love” disgusting action, when I was in 8th grade, we was become a show in class when he start to getting closer to me and I runaway, n he do it again and I do runaway again until there’s no way out, n the entire class thought tht my frightened faces was a “happy funny”face, n my sreamin was just “yea..come to me” kinda expression, and the entire class just clap, yell, bersorak sorai, for wht they see. After tht exhausted day all I do was hiding from him,never see,never talk, never even walk in the same line with him, really rid him out of me. Until now I still remember all the details n get trauma of it, but now I just got to loose my nerve n forgive him, since he ever told me one day (few year ago) tht he studying somewhere in poltek, I know tht he might already forgot those stuff, but damn I’m trauma, so I’ts really neccesarry to get his name in this list.
6. bang erman, for annoyed me with such a neverending question every Saturday. Sorry I lied to u bout running out of pulsa and etc.
7. komar, ex sbc student for always rid me out of lobby’s pc.
8. mas arif for taking my van houten choco wafer, when I was just about to eat it. N lied to me about replace it.
9. benny (gu2’s fren) for his annoying act, always talk nonsense, so not funny jokes, humiliation on me, etc..still hated him for lot of reason.
10. all the people out there tht make fun of me, ignoring me, lied to me, bout the promises to make this blog’s template, to replacing my broken earphone, to giving me birthday present, to taking me for a free food, to paying my first salary ever (teachin salary isn’t count), to shoot me, to buy me stuff, to take me too to nail salon, will be my friend forever, to never leave me alone behind, to watch fd3 in theatre together… n still lotta more..if u fell u r the person, fulfill u’r sweet promises first, then I’ll forgive u all.
Tht’s just for now..all the people tht come in my head. Hopefully tht this list will never ever exist again in the future, coz hatred is never ever make u happy…so just love each other and always living in peace..make this happy island come true…
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