sumthing so not impotanto!

really thing's tht friendship last forever? or friend are everything? or u just sumbody tht couldn't live u'r life with any creature called "friends"? check this so not impirtant blog, wit a weird kinda way to tell bout sum "cool frienship" tht's gonna fall down n rotten with no such "really important" reason to just break the relationship,n hopefully u could receive the meta-message tht i'm sending through this.

n the story goes...
we r an 11 gurl tht dealin with the same major thing's called "chemistry", destiny put us together into a group with the same aim " hate Ms.dee, ignore Ms. dee, dont even want to get near wit Ms. dee". so this thingd are really sumthin to us, this Ms. dee is just so irritating for all of us (i do thing's so), n for this reason we make some hidden nest in one of the most cozy place on earth called "kos-kosane koncoku", there we make sum consolidation, plan and revenge for tht gurl, n yes we r somehow successfully throw this gurl into the outline. n this weird kinda group is still standin till this "so not important things" are suddenly came. somehow recently one of our most crowd member Diezchan (is is neccessary to tell the real name here??just find no reason for it)got some fiull of distubance sms contain's of thread n irritatin thigs for he (if it's me i dont even give a damn). n somehow she make hipotesa tht it's one of of our member the one who do thing things, coz in our fragile relationship is lurkin feelin of hate to one of the member, now tht things r really sumthin. n it's even worse coz one of the outsider r strike down into this, n now we all things tht she's the1 who do intended to separate us, just with reason of " unhealthy friendship", but if it's true this all 2002 chemistry gurl or even everybody in it would just out from the "ussually line". just imagining wht will happen next after this things are being strighten out, just like wht i always said tht "the scar still remain" this whatsover fake or not relationship will never b like wht it is tomorrow.here is the point tht i could underlined tht friendship whatever it is fake or super fake are not gonna always be nice or not last forever even how hard we tryin to make it good. me myself n i somehow really sumthin now, when u cant depend on friends no more, it's mean tht we as person "cant life without other" or "social" are need to prepare ourselves in order to sill standin alive there without any other friends around. this is sumthin tht u n me need to thinks more in order to b happy in any condition. so stay maintain the friendship tht u r dealin today but prepare u'rself for lonely tomorrow.LONG LIFE PEACE!
btw bless me for today's "TOBAC'S MEETING".

stay sharp n creative

MISAO *_*

give more love to ur kid

kata2 ini terinspirasi kata2 teguh yang yah intinya kita sama2 punya keluarga yang agak dingin. jujur aja enak sih enak tapi yang namanya gak enak emang terasa lebih dalam dan lama daripada yang enak2. yang jelas aku disini sebgai anak hasil " no much affection being shown" ngerasa bhw yang namanya affection itu penting juga untuk ditunjukkan, kayak hug, kiss, touch, etc, coz ternyata emang bakalan ngefek ke anaknya. somehow maybe it's theacaused for my lack of trust to anybody esspecially to my family, they seems like somebody in the park, somebody tht we r need not to say hello.n now i'm related tht to my love lives, cant even bare sumbody tht seems to get in to me...hahaha so pathetic. but i'm greatfull for all of this, maybe ths is my destiny, blah2...need a futher talk wit my "guru"...confused??? me too...!

kendo kouryuuki

kendo kouryuuki
Originally uploaded by miSaO_ShAUmi^ ^.

now i'm kinda in to this "kendo" stuff even my techniques r still lame n way far from even "right". but i'm tryin hard to impress my sensei so they can give me such a nice face n said " ii yo!". and now i'm tryin to find the stuff related to kendo like bogu, shinai, n kendo gi, but after i know tht the cheapest one is cost about 5 million rupiah, i feel like need money more than ever. rememberin tht i never have in hand those amount of money..gosh!. n just alil information if there's some1 tht have xperience in anythin related with kendo could send sumthin to me, even just a single hi!, coz i'm really want to meet one in cyber, n whoknows tht they could give a free or a very cheap stuff (in ma dream*). and for anyone there tht interestin in kendo, i'll tell u tht there's a dojo in surabaya named "Dr. soetomo kendo klub"(eventhough know the number of ITS student there is over the Dr. soetomo's) now and for u tht want to join just dont feel hesitate, but i gotta tell u tht the teacher is "made in japan", so they use japanese, but dont worry..there's me tht could b ur translator (hahaha...leave on me!). ok then..BTW i cant do postin without flickr nowadays,seems got no idea...thanks