Monday, October 16, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
My lebaran’s to do list
Since we’re heading idul fitri, the things tht come up in my head is this list of forgotten but not forgiven people (beside the clothing stuff ^.~). Those people I list down here is come from my past n present time, they’re might be on u’r list to, so u better make this list to. Btw this list consist of people that might be was my friend (and after this I’ll be their friend again, coz I just remember tht cutting down the sillaturahim is a sin, and i don’t want to add already a lot sin of mine so I’m goin to send them forgiveness and ask ‘em to b my old chapz again, *still hell if they don’t want coz of a big hatred). So just list ‘em up!
1. Bedy K., my old partner just like gu2 a few weeks ago, we used to talks in phone for more than an hour, I used to aks him to accompany me to the library (of couse to bring my big fat borrowed books), to the Mcdonald’s (and it’s his first time). We used to b a good fren, until I fully understand how cruel he is to our community and especially to our cute, beloved gu2. actually for some reason I stand for him, but for more lot of reason I really hate him, and in the last day I met him as friend I said that “he’s a jerk”, and I don’t want to even meet him anymore. But know I got to forget all of his jerkies thing and hopefully he don’t do hate me still, but yeaa at least I already try to give and ask for forgiveness. So bedy..forgive me to just hated u for a lot of reason. Btw he’s my nearest n biggest hatred ever (maybe, beside all the boyz tht never realies tht I do really like’em but juz make fun of me all the time) so I put him in the #1.
2. Mira san, was my Japanese course friend, I hated her because of hated me with unreasonable reason, but I do realized that there’s a lil mistake tht I’ve done, I forget to send her message to nina san. But still I was good to her all the time, I take her home, spare her my food, and be her friend,it’s not fair to just ignore me like that! But okey I got to rid all of this hatred off, so forgive me mira san, n I will forgive you.
3. Mas Hendra, hehehe.. this guy was very OK at the first time we met, we watch cable tv at the UPT’s big screen together, then we know each other in free spankin class. But then when we get a long he said tht I’m so cute ..”kawaii..” yea I’m so adorable blah blah..at first I like it, I feel flattered, but later on it’s become more and more annoying, and the biggest climax is when he pull out my chair when I was about to sit, so I felt down in front of UPT’s people, what an embarrassing even for a super cute loveable gurl like me, at thet time all I want is just get him hell out of my frame bet then he give a me a big chocolate (I spare it wit the entire class of chemistry ’02), so a give him a lil second chance, but he still do annoyed me wit…yea..not much..just a weird sms in sundanese which I can translate it untull I found someone who sundanesseable, n he said tht I’m cute in skirt, may be for the other gurl it was just a big happiness but for me it sayin “shaumi just kicked this guy out..NOW!”. but now in the super lame no affection n “kawaii” kinda day im kinda miss he’s tease around word, but I gotta beware of my wish, so.. I’ll forgive u hen san and u gotta forgive me coz of my hiding out from ur frame.
4. Vian, another Japanese classmate, I hated him b’coz of “fitnah” tht he spread out loud bout me, and the chicken action when I tried to clear it all. And I big unforgotten n unforgiven sin of hated me for so not right reason, especially when he said tht all to my palz.i’t pretty hard to just forgive him coz now I can see him around again in UPT, the hardest part is to just forget wht he do when I see those evil face again. But I gotta finish my show, n yeah I forgive u vian..
5. Anas, my old junior high classmate, I was do really hated him coz of his “love-love” disgusting action, when I was in 8th grade, we was become a show in class when he start to getting closer to me and I runaway, n he do it again and I do runaway again until there’s no way out, n the entire class thought tht my frightened faces was a “happy funny”face, n my sreamin was just “yea..come to me” kinda expression, and the entire class just clap, yell, bersorak sorai, for wht they see. After tht exhausted day all I do was hiding from him,never see,never talk, never even walk in the same line with him, really rid him out of me. Until now I still remember all the details n get trauma of it, but now I just got to loose my nerve n forgive him, since he ever told me one day (few year ago) tht he studying somewhere in poltek, I know tht he might already forgot those stuff, but damn I’m trauma, so I’ts really neccesarry to get his name in this list.
6. bang erman, for annoyed me with such a neverending question every Saturday. Sorry I lied to u bout running out of pulsa and etc.
7. komar, ex sbc student for always rid me out of lobby’s pc.
8. mas arif for taking my van houten choco wafer, when I was just about to eat it. N lied to me about replace it.
9. benny (gu2’s fren) for his annoying act, always talk nonsense, so not funny jokes, humiliation on me, etc..still hated him for lot of reason.
10. all the people out there tht make fun of me, ignoring me, lied to me, bout the promises to make this blog’s template, to replacing my broken earphone, to giving me birthday present, to taking me for a free food, to paying my first salary ever (teachin salary isn’t count), to shoot me, to buy me stuff, to take me too to nail salon, will be my friend forever, to never leave me alone behind, to watch fd3 in theatre together… n still lotta more..if u fell u r the person, fulfill u’r sweet promises first, then I’ll forgive u all.
Tht’s just for now..all the people tht come in my head. Hopefully tht this list will never ever exist again in the future, coz hatred is never ever make u happy…so just love each other and always living in peace..make this happy island come true…
1. Bedy K., my old partner just like gu2 a few weeks ago, we used to talks in phone for more than an hour, I used to aks him to accompany me to the library (of couse to bring my big fat borrowed books), to the Mcdonald’s (and it’s his first time). We used to b a good fren, until I fully understand how cruel he is to our community and especially to our cute, beloved gu2. actually for some reason I stand for him, but for more lot of reason I really hate him, and in the last day I met him as friend I said that “he’s a jerk”, and I don’t want to even meet him anymore. But know I got to forget all of his jerkies thing and hopefully he don’t do hate me still, but yeaa at least I already try to give and ask for forgiveness. So bedy..forgive me to just hated u for a lot of reason. Btw he’s my nearest n biggest hatred ever (maybe, beside all the boyz tht never realies tht I do really like’em but juz make fun of me all the time) so I put him in the #1.
2. Mira san, was my Japanese course friend, I hated her because of hated me with unreasonable reason, but I do realized that there’s a lil mistake tht I’ve done, I forget to send her message to nina san. But still I was good to her all the time, I take her home, spare her my food, and be her friend,it’s not fair to just ignore me like that! But okey I got to rid all of this hatred off, so forgive me mira san, n I will forgive you.
3. Mas Hendra, hehehe.. this guy was very OK at the first time we met, we watch cable tv at the UPT’s big screen together, then we know each other in free spankin class. But then when we get a long he said tht I’m so cute ..”kawaii..” yea I’m so adorable blah blah..at first I like it, I feel flattered, but later on it’s become more and more annoying, and the biggest climax is when he pull out my chair when I was about to sit, so I felt down in front of UPT’s people, what an embarrassing even for a super cute loveable gurl like me, at thet time all I want is just get him hell out of my frame bet then he give a me a big chocolate (I spare it wit the entire class of chemistry ’02), so a give him a lil second chance, but he still do annoyed me wit…yea..not much..just a weird sms in sundanese which I can translate it untull I found someone who sundanesseable, n he said tht I’m cute in skirt, may be for the other gurl it was just a big happiness but for me it sayin “shaumi just kicked this guy out..NOW!”. but now in the super lame no affection n “kawaii” kinda day im kinda miss he’s tease around word, but I gotta beware of my wish, so.. I’ll forgive u hen san and u gotta forgive me coz of my hiding out from ur frame.
4. Vian, another Japanese classmate, I hated him b’coz of “fitnah” tht he spread out loud bout me, and the chicken action when I tried to clear it all. And I big unforgotten n unforgiven sin of hated me for so not right reason, especially when he said tht all to my palz.i’t pretty hard to just forgive him coz now I can see him around again in UPT, the hardest part is to just forget wht he do when I see those evil face again. But I gotta finish my show, n yeah I forgive u vian..
5. Anas, my old junior high classmate, I was do really hated him coz of his “love-love” disgusting action, when I was in 8th grade, we was become a show in class when he start to getting closer to me and I runaway, n he do it again and I do runaway again until there’s no way out, n the entire class thought tht my frightened faces was a “happy funny”face, n my sreamin was just “yea..come to me” kinda expression, and the entire class just clap, yell, bersorak sorai, for wht they see. After tht exhausted day all I do was hiding from him,never see,never talk, never even walk in the same line with him, really rid him out of me. Until now I still remember all the details n get trauma of it, but now I just got to loose my nerve n forgive him, since he ever told me one day (few year ago) tht he studying somewhere in poltek, I know tht he might already forgot those stuff, but damn I’m trauma, so I’ts really neccesarry to get his name in this list.
6. bang erman, for annoyed me with such a neverending question every Saturday. Sorry I lied to u bout running out of pulsa and etc.
7. komar, ex sbc student for always rid me out of lobby’s pc.
8. mas arif for taking my van houten choco wafer, when I was just about to eat it. N lied to me about replace it.
9. benny (gu2’s fren) for his annoying act, always talk nonsense, so not funny jokes, humiliation on me, etc..still hated him for lot of reason.
10. all the people out there tht make fun of me, ignoring me, lied to me, bout the promises to make this blog’s template, to replacing my broken earphone, to giving me birthday present, to taking me for a free food, to paying my first salary ever (teachin salary isn’t count), to shoot me, to buy me stuff, to take me too to nail salon, will be my friend forever, to never leave me alone behind, to watch fd3 in theatre together… n still lotta more..if u fell u r the person, fulfill u’r sweet promises first, then I’ll forgive u all.
Tht’s just for now..all the people tht come in my head. Hopefully tht this list will never ever exist again in the future, coz hatred is never ever make u happy…so just love each other and always living in peace..make this happy island come true…
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Sorry for my long time paused
Sorry buat pembaca setia the happy island, karma kesibukanku yang lumayan meningkat tajam, akhirnya ide2 brilliat, cerita2 mendebarkan, dan kata2 indahku tak bisa teronline kan disini. Kesibukan bukan selalu yang sperti yang anda2 pikirkan, sejujurnya kesibukan saya yang cukup tak terelakkan (selain kolokium, jurnal praktikum dan tugas kuliah yang menyita 55% waktu ku) adalah kesibukan menonton dorama2 yang tersedia di jaringan computer mmc, mulai dari si “swindle” yang tampan dan sangat cool dengan gayanya yang masih suka saya tiru “maidoo ari” *menjentikkan jari sambil membentuk semacam pistol, kisah mengharukan seorang siswi smp brumur 15 tahun yang menderita spinnocellar something2 (yang jelas penyakit degenari otak sehingga tuh orang lama2 jadi lumpuh, n gak bisa ngomong padahal otaknya masih sangat normal, hal ini dikarenakan saraf motoriknya dah tidak bisa diatur lagi oleh otak), sampai kisah yang banyak direkomendasikan oleh tmn2 saya (mas iin, mas deki, tian, dan beberapa org lain) “densha otoko” sebuah kisah apik mengenai seorang otaku (penggemar berat anime n game, sampai benar2 tergila2) yang notabene (ternyata bgini to kenyataan di jepang sono, aku kira malah sebaliknya) ndeso, menjijikkan, dan tidak bisa bergaul dengan orang, yang menolong seorang wanita super duper cantik (suer emg cakep tuh orang, mana bajunya juga gmn gt..wanita banget d) yang kemudian saling jatuh cinta dan…yah aku juga blum slese nontonnya. Memang aku ada bakat tergila2 ma film seri trutama korea n jepang, sebelumnya aku tergila2 dengan seri korea yang asal comot dari rental, tapi karna cd nya yang sudah sangat tak terbaca akhirnya berhenti juga, tapi setelah beberapa waktu berhenti, eh tanpa dinyana mas deki mnawarkan mas “kurosagi” yang cool, tau gak se dia bilang gini “iniloh bagus, yang maen cakep!”, berhubung seorang pria seperti mas deki aja bilang cakep, hati ini tergerak untuk mencoba dan akhirnya….
ktagihan juga, mana tuh Pembina movie shared on 10.10.xxx selalu mengupdate dengan berbagai dorama dan film2 terbaru hasil downloadannya, mau gak mau jd smakin banyak judul yg pgn ditonton. Tapi yah aku sadar dimana-mana yang namanya addicted emang gak ada yg bagus (apalagi addicted to some “jerk” one) jadi akupun akan brusaha mnguranginya, mungkin dengan mengeburnnya menjadi cd milik pribadi (hwahahahaha) jadi aku bs spuas2nya mnonton drumah.
Pesan buat yang lagi ktagihan (apa aja) yakinlah apa yang sedang anda lakukan adalaha hal yang sangat tidak baik, baik untuk diri anda keluarga dan orang2 di sekitar anda, jadi kurangilah!!
ktagihan juga, mana tuh Pembina movie shared on 10.10.xxx selalu mengupdate dengan berbagai dorama dan film2 terbaru hasil downloadannya, mau gak mau jd smakin banyak judul yg pgn ditonton. Tapi yah aku sadar dimana-mana yang namanya addicted emang gak ada yg bagus (apalagi addicted to some “jerk” one) jadi akupun akan brusaha mnguranginya, mungkin dengan mengeburnnya menjadi cd milik pribadi (hwahahahaha) jadi aku bs spuas2nya mnonton drumah.
Pesan buat yang lagi ktagihan (apa aja) yakinlah apa yang sedang anda lakukan adalaha hal yang sangat tidak baik, baik untuk diri anda keluarga dan orang2 di sekitar anda, jadi kurangilah!!
Fully inspired part two ~marriage~
Dari judulnya dah kentara banget kan, nih posting bakalan bercerita ttg pa’an, tapi karna ini juga fully inspired by someone out there, jadi critanya agak beda. Alkisah hiduplah seorang wanita lajang yang bahagia dengan hidupnya, dengan masa2 mudanya yang bebas dan tak terikat, hidupnya biasa2 saja, normal seperti orang lainnya, makan, minum, tidur, dating out, dll. tetapi pada suatu hari dimana keadaan dirinya sedang single dan tak ada pria di tangan, keluarganya memaksanya untuk menikah dengan pria yang sudah disediakan, walhasil dijodohkanlah dirinya dengan pria yang hampir tak pernah dia kenal sebelumnya. Melihat kenyataan yang sangat tidak disangka2 olehnya timbullah suatu pemberontakan dari dalam hatinya, (jelas dong sapa se yg pengen married with stanger, walopun tuh stranger cakepnya, tajirnya kaya apa, tapi kalo gak tau dalemnya sapa juga yang mo ambil resiko untuk hidup slamanya dengannya, ya tho?). tetapi pemberontakan itu akhirnya terpadamkan oleh air mata orang tua yang sudah sangat ingin melihat anak wanitanya menikah, walhasil terpaksalah dia untuk menerima perjodohan ini dengan setengah hati. Berbagai usaha telah dilakukan olehnya untuk meyakinkan bahwa pria yang akan dinikahinya akan menjadi pria yang tepat, mulai dari perbincangan serius, sampai mengajaknya keluar, tapi nihil, pria asing ini tetap menjadi seseorang yang tidak dikenalnya sama sekali. Ketika tanggal pernikahan semakin mendekat rasa takut, sedih dan kecewa selalu menghatui hari2nya, terutama ketika dia dihadapkan pada kenyataan bahwa pria ini yang dengn sukarela mau untuk dijodohkan dengan alasan klise “tidak ada orang lain yang mau menikah denganku selain kamu”, menunjukkan sikap acuh tak acuh terhadap rencana2 bagaimana kehidupan pasca pernikahan terpaksa ini. Dan sampai sekarang ketika hari pernikahan sudah hampr muncul di depan mata, wanita malang ini tidak dapat berbuat apa2 terhadap masa depannya dengan pria asing yang akan hidup bersama dengannya.
Ok, it’s sounds so easy to comment like “ mungkin ini adalah takdir yang telah dituliskan dariSananya, mungkin dibalik ini semua Tuhan telah merencanakan sesuatu yang lain yang sangat membahagiakan dan menyenangkan” atau mungkin “hey, orang yg pacaran berjuta2tahun juga belum tentu menikah!” ato yang paling mungkin muncul adalah “sudahlah mungkin ini jodohmu”. Tapi sodara2, apakah anda tidak membayangkan bagaimana anda harus berbagi atap, okey the worst is (my opinion) bagaimana kau bisa berbagi ranjang dengan orang yang samasekali belum kau kenal, damn it’s also sounds like wht da prostitute do (*means lying under stanger’s body) tapi bedanya cm yang ini sah aja. Yah itu yang ada dibayangan saya se, jujur aku juga mrasa ckp terancam dengan berita ini, “gmn kalo ini terjadi padakoe???” mengingat I’m a 22 years old pure virgin n never dated b4.walopun I never feel such a love, but this thing really the super ever last thing on earth I want, I don’t wont to marry a stranger even he is Moslem, tall, white, wear glasses, nice outfit, rich, half Japanese-arab blood, ayupan background dancer, able to speak many language, smart, funny, super awesome kinda guy. See maybe this is only my panic reaction since the last my “gotta crush boy” is just nothing but a silly lame joke. Maybe I’m the one who got to pull myself together, not “wanita malang” yang sebenarnya diselamatkan dari pikiran “kapan dia akan mengajakku kluar dan propose me” coz everything is settled. Dan juga tak ada yg tau apa yang akan terjadi nanti, mungkin ini hanya akan berakhir sperti film2 korea yang selalu menyenangkan kita dengan tema nikah terpaksa yang berakhir bahagia selamanya (eg..full house, wonderfull life,etc)…so guys just be happy even it’s a super sad kinda time, just thing another worser stuff, n u’ll b released from all of the suffer...isn’t it?! Any objection??
Ok, it’s sounds so easy to comment like “ mungkin ini adalah takdir yang telah dituliskan dariSananya, mungkin dibalik ini semua Tuhan telah merencanakan sesuatu yang lain yang sangat membahagiakan dan menyenangkan” atau mungkin “hey, orang yg pacaran berjuta2tahun juga belum tentu menikah!” ato yang paling mungkin muncul adalah “sudahlah mungkin ini jodohmu”. Tapi sodara2, apakah anda tidak membayangkan bagaimana anda harus berbagi atap, okey the worst is (my opinion) bagaimana kau bisa berbagi ranjang dengan orang yang samasekali belum kau kenal, damn it’s also sounds like wht da prostitute do (*means lying under stanger’s body) tapi bedanya cm yang ini sah aja. Yah itu yang ada dibayangan saya se, jujur aku juga mrasa ckp terancam dengan berita ini, “gmn kalo ini terjadi padakoe???” mengingat I’m a 22 years old pure virgin n never dated b4.walopun I never feel such a love, but this thing really the super ever last thing on earth I want, I don’t wont to marry a stranger even he is Moslem, tall, white, wear glasses, nice outfit, rich, half Japanese-arab blood, ayupan background dancer, able to speak many language, smart, funny, super awesome kinda guy. See maybe this is only my panic reaction since the last my “gotta crush boy” is just nothing but a silly lame joke. Maybe I’m the one who got to pull myself together, not “wanita malang” yang sebenarnya diselamatkan dari pikiran “kapan dia akan mengajakku kluar dan propose me” coz everything is settled. Dan juga tak ada yg tau apa yang akan terjadi nanti, mungkin ini hanya akan berakhir sperti film2 korea yang selalu menyenangkan kita dengan tema nikah terpaksa yang berakhir bahagia selamanya (eg..full house, wonderfull life,etc)…so guys just be happy even it’s a super sad kinda time, just thing another worser stuff, n u’ll b released from all of the suffer...isn’t it?! Any objection??
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